Underdecay- Sans's Decay

SANS’S DECAY

We used to be happy didn’t we ?

When you first showed up, you set all of us free. We lived like a family, and yet… I don’t know why you did this… curiosity perhaps ? 

You sent us all back to this awful place, I though I was going crazy. No ones could recall having meeting you, neither have seen the surface… Even with all my friends, I never felt more alone back then.

However I kept smiling like an idiot, telling myself “ Everything is fine ”

After all… you were only a child right ? You kept doing the same journey over and over. Maybe because you enjoyed it ? But one day… Your love for us vanished… or perhaps was it curiosity ? After all… who would remember ? Right ? Eheh…

Before I was about to reason you… It was too late.

You killed him. 

I still recall the pain, I remember the tears and the feeling of my soul shattering in piece as I saw you kill him…. 

I still recall asking myself “ WHY? ”. From all the monsters in the underground, why him ? He was and still the only thing in my damn life that made me happy. He was innocent. He was cool. He was so damn nice…. and you killed him. Eheh…

It was the first time of many… right ?

At first, all I tried to do was to avenge him, but at each new resets, this game started to feel odd. After all, what’s the point ? You would reset anyway… you always reset…

My hatred turned into something else, kill you started to be fun, to see you in pain was more then delightful. And so did I keep killing you over and over, making fun to your failure as you attempted to kill me. Who knew that such a lazy skeleton could beat you up so much, eh ? I didn’t cared much anymore. After all, everything would start resetting right ? No ‘harm’ done.

Torture you became my little game to fill the emptiness in my soul… Until I realize once again… that I made a terrible mistake…

What I though was the right decision doomed us all, this game we were playing, I didn’t realize that the emptiness in my soul was more then just a feeling, that the reset actually took a part of my own being every time you killed me back.

But it was more then just me… every monsters… our Home… everything started to fall apart under my nose. I was such a fool, eheh… And now no matter how much I try to prevent you from resetting… everything lead to an end right ?

I can’t avoid the inevitable… I wasted such a precious time… I ruined everyone’s hope to see the surface again… I condamned everyone… All I can do now is bought time…

Kid… can’t you see ? I’m just a very old… and tired… skeleton.

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